For those close to me, they know that I've been having a really hard time the last few days with my decisions recently. I'm scared about the uncertainty that lies ahead, particularly once I return home to NYC to a half empty apartment and no job.
I was walking through Kensington Gardens yesterday and a song came on my iPod (yes - it's Shania, stop laughing at me).
What this song reminded me of is that it was the way I felt every day when I got home from the office...and that's no way to live. Would it have been easier to stay and have a little more certainty anyway? Absolutely, but as scared as I am - I cannot let myself be in a position like that - I need to find something to make me happy. I just hope I can, and I thank all my friends and family that have been so supportive of me - I love you all.
